No matter what I do in life I will have regrets. I will look back and reflect from something I could of done differently. I have made many mistakes these past few years. Pushing aside my hopes and dreams and letting someone else be the scape goat to my imperfections. I am selfish, stubborn and can sometimes be lost in my world where I am physically their but not mentally active. I have been going non stop since I was 15 not knowing who I really am. Half of my life I have been fighting for a better life. Fighting for something real that isn't stressful, heartbreaking or makes me upset so much I rebel. I just need this time to figure it out. I can't give my all with being this overwhelmed. I can learn from my mistakes but now I want to correct the current ones and just live a little on the wild side with out feeling guilty. I lost myself somewhere along the way. Maybe never had myself in the first place. I don't want to be fake and continue to live in a world where I smi...
Every human has a story that is told in their own words. Mine is an open journal into my world. Finding myself as an adult. Reflecting on my past and opening doors to the present and future. Finding my inner child while being an adult. Finding a reason to write, share and make every moment count as if this will be my last day on earth,