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Katie,

There have been years of friendships that have come and gone. Never did I know I would gain a sister. A lifetime of fun memories, times where we needed each other during the most difficult and most enduring times. 

Having you a phone call away or even a day where I get to spend with you makes my year even better. You are my sister above all. The blonde bombshell I admire who is smart, witty, has the most amazing personality, beautiful eyes and a way to always bring me back down to earth. My best friend I love you, happy birthday. May your year be wonderful, adventurous and happy. 
Love always 
Chantel 

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