I have literally sat down to write the hardest phase in my life a dozen times. It's like nothing but imperfect rough drafts of a chronological life that has gone awry. Where I felt relief, I feel almost empty or anxious. It's an odd feeling and only those who have gone through the exact experience may actually know what I am talking about. The process of watching a loved one slip away so quickly that you don't process it even after its all said and done. I've been in the denial stage for 10 months... While standing in a show room full of caskets with my sister. It was that moment where I realized that I couldn't be more adult then right then and there. I felt as though I aged over night. I couldn't call dad and ask his absolute opinion on the simplest things anymore. That moment where I stared at my phone and reflecting from the last text on my birthday 1 week prior while looking over my shoulder at him saying "I love you" as he looked up and gave m...
Every human has a story that is told in their own words. Mine is an open journal into my world. Finding myself as an adult. Reflecting on my past and opening doors to the present and future. Finding my inner child while being an adult. Finding a reason to write, share and make every moment count as if this will be my last day on earth,